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Monday, October 11, 2010
, 10:17 PM
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sometimes i think i need to manage my temper
sometimes i think i need to manage my emotions
sometimes i think i need to not be such a control freak
i wonder where D got the idea that i'm very good natured.
i always want everyone to think that we are the perfect couple hence the unnecessary pressure on myself and on D. how do i change this thinking? i'm always like this.
sigh.
wasn't very happy with D today, partly cause i was feeling very sensitive and he was not. just one unlucky sentence sparked off the whole argument. i should never use fight cause we only had that major fight once, the rest are just minor arguments. this afternoon left me half crying on the bus on the way to school, and the hot weather didnt help either i thought i was gonna die of heatstroke :/ so in the end decided to head to D's straight if not i might break down in class and i wasn't in a IBM mood to get picked on by lecturer.
i should stop fucking skipping school i'm sucha bad ass.
feel quite pissed with myself for not containing my emotions and letting it get the better of me.
i have a bad feeling it was PMS but is it possible to have PMS just after your period ends? idk.
sometimes i think i need to manage my emotions
sometimes i think i need to not be such a control freak
i wonder where D got the idea that i'm very good natured.
i always want everyone to think that we are the perfect couple hence the unnecessary pressure on myself and on D. how do i change this thinking? i'm always like this.
sigh.
wasn't very happy with D today, partly cause i was feeling very sensitive and he was not. just one unlucky sentence sparked off the whole argument. i should never use fight cause we only had that major fight once, the rest are just minor arguments. this afternoon left me half crying on the bus on the way to school, and the hot weather didnt help either i thought i was gonna die of heatstroke :/ so in the end decided to head to D's straight if not i might break down in class and i wasn't in a IBM mood to get picked on by lecturer.
i should stop fucking skipping school i'm sucha bad ass.
feel quite pissed with myself for not containing my emotions and letting it get the better of me.
i have a bad feeling it was PMS but is it possible to have PMS just after your period ends? idk.