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Monday, March 7, 2011
, 10:41 PM
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ever since the stats paper i've totally lost the mood to study. i didn't go for math paper cause i wasn't feeling well, had this horrible vomit + diarrhea combo which literally killed me.
i haven't touched IBM so far, i'm going to do that tomorrow, and i'm still contemplating about taking the sociology paper cause i wanna send D off. trying to spend as much time as i can with him now because he's going way for a week, and i don't know what i'd do without him, he takes up about 60% of my life unfortunately so i have to learn to be independent without him for a bit.
if i'm not studying with the girls, i'm hanging out with him, i go shopping with him, watch movies with him, and all my long phone calls are because i talk to him every night, its like cutting off my right arm and asking me to survive :( okay not that exaggerated, but maybe that will be the scenario when he goes off to NS next year, IN SEPTEMBER, OUR BIRTHDAY MONTH, WHEN WE TURN 21. goodbye birthday parties which i thought we could combine together, goodbye spending birthdays with each other, goodbye, goodbye.. when he told me this afternoon i teared a bit. sigh digressed so much.
MJ with kenney + kenji this evening, lost the most! but good thing we didn't play big so it wasn't that bad, had yummy KFC dinner afterward and right now i think i'm about to explode.
better slap myself and mug for IBM i am going to be spotting chapters good luck to me.
i haven't touched IBM so far, i'm going to do that tomorrow, and i'm still contemplating about taking the sociology paper cause i wanna send D off. trying to spend as much time as i can with him now because he's going way for a week, and i don't know what i'd do without him, he takes up about 60% of my life unfortunately so i have to learn to be independent without him for a bit.
if i'm not studying with the girls, i'm hanging out with him, i go shopping with him, watch movies with him, and all my long phone calls are because i talk to him every night, its like cutting off my right arm and asking me to survive :( okay not that exaggerated, but maybe that will be the scenario when he goes off to NS next year, IN SEPTEMBER, OUR BIRTHDAY MONTH, WHEN WE TURN 21. goodbye birthday parties which i thought we could combine together, goodbye spending birthdays with each other, goodbye, goodbye.. when he told me this afternoon i teared a bit. sigh digressed so much.
MJ with kenney + kenji this evening, lost the most! but good thing we didn't play big so it wasn't that bad, had yummy KFC dinner afterward and right now i think i'm about to explode.
better slap myself and mug for IBM i am going to be spotting chapters good luck to me.